Monday, 5 October 2009

Imagination runs wild?

Lately I had a lot of dreams, most of them can be classified as 'nightmares' :/ they all surrounding a same theme that is 'how I will fall'! This morning alarm went off first time, so I put babyplus on. Another hour of sleep before I have to actually get up for work. In that last hour, I had my 'nightmare'.

It was in a morning. I was on my way to the MTR as usual. Hubby seems to be walking with me to the MTR. We departed when we got to the stairs. After a few steps down, I fell :/ - it was painful and I was worried. People around me started coming round to help me. I grabbed a person next to me and said 'can you go out there and find this westerner, he won't be far, we just said goodbye'. How strange I recall every word I said in this dream, usually I can't remember exactly what happened in my dreams.

So I said to that person thinking there won't be a lot of 'westerners' this time of hour on the street, plus it wasn't long since we departed. However we couldn't find hubby on the street :( - so I tried calling. No answer (his phone must be in the toilet sitting on his books), I was worried and annoyed, yes my water broke...so I had to be sent to the hospital...Then what next...alarm went off at 5:45...

Isn't it great? I spent my last hour of sleep in this nightmare *sigh*. This is not the first one. I have many other dreams which I couldn't recall exactly but all around the same topic... is it my body giving me signs or that I am thinking too much? Sometimes, especially if it rains, I'll think about every step I took, I might somehow tripped myself. Like my left foot tripped my right foot as I walk...but not that I am 'obsessed' thinking about those...people said one'll only dream about things they think a lot. I don't think falling is something I think a lot during the day....:/ :/ :/

Last night I woke every 3 hours. Couldn't sleep on my back since Xiaobao weighs too much for me to breathe... I lie on my side and every time I woke up, half of my body will be numb, so as my fingers which isn't unusual now....But the difficult thing was whichever side I tried to lean on, Xiaobao went that direction! Wasn't he making it difficult for himself! Of course then he's moving around and wiggling. Well of course!! What do you expect? You shouldn't have gone that way, should you? *sigh*

Yes I could have turned the other way, but then he'll catch up before I finished my turning. It's like he knows what I am gonna do next! Just like him and the camera, sheesh, you can't be that accurate every time, but he seems to manage lol.

Every time I woke up last night, my tummy was stone hard, Xiaobao sticking out at weird angle making me difficult to pull myself up, even sitting down makes me wanna saw my legs off to give more room to my tummy :-O

Tonight we'll be going to Nick's - hopefully there won't be hassle about us going in. I foresee we'll be taking some bags with us, not to mention our laptops if we were to stay overnight. The idea is that all the baby shoppings will be delivered to the flat tomorrow (since we have the cot, so we thought we best leave it - and put it up - at Nick's) and tomorrow is also my checkup day to St. Paul, so we can also time how long it'll take on taxi from Nick's to the hospital. From CSW to St. Paul takes about 40-45 minutes...

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